I have been through enough for one year. I stupidly believed that here was a man who was different from "men." It is clear that I made a huge mistake. Ever since we met, it's about what I'm doing wrong, but I am not the one with the problem. You are, you and your selfishness. All you do is take. I have got nothing for you right now. So maybe it is about time for you to start thinking about someone other than yourself. My faith in you was dead, and my confidence destroyed. Now I don't believe in anything that relates to love. I don't feel things for people anymore. It made me feel cold, like love wasn't for me. Reality and love are almost contradictory for me.